Moms are tough too...

So, it's been awhile and I'm sorry for that. Things have gotten pretty busy. My dad is still alive and kicking. The found the cause of everything going on to be his medicine. It was causing him to bleed internally. He's still incredibly weak but hanging in there. He is such a fighter. I think I get it from him. Thank you all for your support and prayers it means the world to me.

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My dad is in the hospital again.  He was rushed there saturday morning and it doesnt look too good.  He's bleeding internally and they dont know where.  So they're going to do some surgery and he's really not in any condition for the surgery to happen.  So please keep him in your thoughts and prayers.  thanks

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I've been pretty much not around a computer because #1 has had some issues.  God its hard dealing with them too.  It breaks my heart.  His meds are messing up and its causing some odd behavior in him.  We're working on getting it taken care of though.  Thankfully.  It's just a mind numbing experience in doing so.  I almost hate to blog about this though.   But this is my life.  :)  I wouldnt change it for the world.  

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Today was rough.  All of us went up to OKC for #1's MRI.  It was sceduled for 1 but we didnt even get in the back for prepping until 4 something.  #1 hadnt ate since 6 am either.  Poor kiddo.  He's sound asleep now.  We got home around 7 tonight.  I'm emotionally spent.  However, wired because of it.  GO FIGURE!  Anyway... back to my train of thought before I de-rail even more. 

So, this family infront of us had a little girl.  From listening to her mom talk I knew she was 6.  She was throwing fit after fit and reminding me alot of #1 before we got all his help.  They went in before us and I sat in the waiting room talking to her Uncle.  I asked if she was autistic and he said they thought so but werent for sure because it wasnt documented.  I found out they were from a small town near me and her dad was in the army.  I explained that there was a few things they could do and her uncle wrote down a bunch of stuff and asked for my number incase his sister had any questions.  I gave it and didnt see them again because we went to get something to eat while #1 was getting the MRI(they wouldnt let me in there with him).  I went to recovery with #1 and the head nurse came over and patted me on the back and said thank you.  I gave her a weird look and she said for giving them information and resources to get help for that child.  I just smiled and said I've been there and clueless before.  She patted my back and said your son is a gem you've done an amazing job. 

 Its funny... I guess hearing that just humbles me because I dont think of myself that way... I was just trying to help and was sharing what I've learned. 

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This is #1 and #2 on our walk 2 days ago

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So I guess I should back up to Saturday... yea I helped my mom put in a rose garden.  It was fun.  Her and I do garden stuff alot.  It's theraputic.  And I get away from the kids for awhile.  HAHA! :)  Anyway... so before we did the garden stuff I did a walk on the base for deployed soldiers.  It was awesome.  Love the comrodery(Dude I so know I spelled that wrong) of the event.  Then after that we went and did the garden stuff.  We were out in the sun for maybe an hour.  Ok I lie it was more like 4.  Yea I'm feeling it.  I'm totally and completely sunburny on the tops of my arms.  I wore a tank top and yea... DAMNIT!  I still hurt.  Nothing is wanting to take the sting out.  So....

Then theres yesterday... I went over to my mom's in the morning and helped her with her black hole of a closet.  Yea that was crazy.  Then went to OKC with her and my neice to see my sister.  I was basically there to support my mom.  She was meeting my sister's bf's mom for the first time.  Well so was I and my neice.  Anyway... so my sister got me a mom's day gift.  She got me a gift card to wally world.  Totally was not expecting it.  But I'm thankful.  :) 

Her BF brandon made a hell of a meal.  He has a smoker and smoked brisket.  YUM! 

So all in all it was a cool day... not only that I came home to a clean house. YAY!

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So I guess I should back up to Saturday... yea I helped my mom put in a rose garden.  It was fun.  Her and I do garden stuff alot.  It's theraputic.  And I get away from the kids for awhile.  HAHA! :)  Anyway... so before we did the garden stuff I did a walk on the base for deployed soldiers.  It was awesome.  Love the comrodery(Dude I so know I spelled that wrong) of the event.  Then after that we went and did the garden stuff.  We were out in the sun for maybe an hour.  Ok I lie it was more like 4.  Yea I'm feeling it.  I'm totally and completely sunburny on the tops of my arms.  I wore a tank top and yea... DAMNIT!  I still hurt.  Nothing is wanting to take the sting out.  So....

Then theres yesterday... I went over to my mom's in the morning and helped her with her black hole of a closet.  Yea that was crazy.  Then went to OKC with her and my neice to see my sister.  I was basically there to support my mom.  She was meeting my sister's bf's mom for the first time.  Well so was I and my neice.  Anyway... so my sister got me a mom's day gift.  She got me a gift card to wally world.  Totally was not expecting it.  But I'm thankful.  :) 

Her BF brandon made a hell of a meal.  He has a smoker and smoked brisket.  YUM! 

So all in all it was a cool day... not only that I came home to a clean house. YAY!

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So, no new news on my dad.   Just the same ole same ole.  We're waiting it out to see if it gets worse or better.  *sigh*  He sounds better today.  Thankfully. 

I'm tired.  Stress is for the birds.  UGH!

#1 is doing well in school though.  He hasnt had an incident in about a week.  *knock on wood*  I'm still a little peeved at my sister.  *sigh*  I dont think she'll ever be nice to me. 

I'm working on the laundry today. Thank god the laundry room is upstairs with all the bedrooms.  Yet another reason I love this house.  :)

#3 is having issues today.  He doesnt like that daddy is at work and keeps pitching fits.  I'm just happy that lunch is an hour away.  :)

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So, the post wide garage sale was Saturday.  My mom's sorority came and used our garage and driveway.  It was alot of fun.  They are a great group of woman to hang around.   They made over 400$ for charity.  Which was totally cool.  I was exhausted Sat night though.  I didnt even make it past lap 200 on the race.  If I would have seen the end I'd of been screaming so I guess thats a good thing.  :(  UGH!  Shrub needs to get his ass kicked or something. 

Yesterday I went and picked up my neice with my mom.  That was cool.  Except my sister was a pain in the ass.  *sigh*  I dont think her and I will ever get along.  She keeps telling me to get a job.  I dont like she likes the fact that Jeff doesnt make me work.  Not that I can anyway.  Because of the kids any job I got wouldnt even pay for half the daycare costs.  But still... every chance she gets she tells me to get a job.  Sorry but shut the hell up woman. 

Otherwise Jeff is sick.  Dylynn is having terrible two issues and Arek is quite happy with his vsmile game we got him friday(diego).

Got a pleasant surprise in my email this morning.  Someone found me... haha... she's about the only person that I dont mind finding me.  But it was cool.  So you sneaky woman HI!

#1 has an appt with his psych in TX this afternoon.  Hopefully we'll get some more answers about next year in school.  *sigh*  Also, about his meds.  So, we will see. 

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Hmmm I guess I'm setting myself up for that one huh?  Well technically today does suck.  My dad has been sick for the past 5 years and well... he's taken a major turn for the worse.  I've been keeping it to myself but its really getting to me.  I dont want to lose my daddy.  God saying that just hurts.  *sigh*  Can anyone out there reading this please send happy thoughts and prayers for him.  I would really appreciate it greatly.  Thanks...

 

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