Moms are tough too...

So today was alright... I suppose. I cancelled Squirt's speech because I felt like crap. We all took a nap and I woke up to the Ortho Dr calling me. Stitch gets his leg braces on the 13th. I prompty got up and threw up. Not because I was sick but because I'm having such issues dealing with it. Infact dumb me is crying writing this. It would be so much easier if hubs was here. It's been so hard having my rock so far away. I hate it. I put on a good show but deep down I dont deal well with some things. I guess i'm just stubborn and dont like people worrying about me. I dont know...
Onto hubs grandmother calling. Omg I shouldnt have answered the phone but I didnt answer the last 2 calls so I decided to be nice and answer. Now I wish I didnt. We talked about the kids. She again made comments about Stitch being damaged goods. I tried to get off the phone but that didnt happen. She's 85. I tried to be nice. I tried to let it roll off my back. Then she asked when hubs was coming home. I said 6 months and 2 weeks. She said oh he'll need the rest. I said screw his rest my mom is taking me away the day after he gets home so I get some rest. She then went off on me. Said that I was a horrible wife and I cant do that to hubs because he will most definantly hate me for it and want to divorce me. I suck as a wife doing that to him. I told her he was lucky I didnt drop the kids off with him at the airport. She told me he will divorce me because its my job to take care of the kids since I dont work and I dont need a break because I am the mother and I HAVE to take care of the kids and hubs therefore suck it up or get divorced. WHAT THE FUCK? I never wanted to slap an 85 year old woman so bad in my life. How dare she tell me how to act and how I should treat my husband. FUCK THAT!

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More on this later... *sigh*

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Yep thats me today... I dont know what the deal is but I'm in a funk. I need a nap. Didnt sleep well last night. Woke up around 2 am with 2 kids in bed with me and couldnt move. UGH! They really need to stop coming in bed with me. My dad is coming to take us to Walmart soon. Basically so I dont have to lug all 3 in with me. Should be interesting to say the least.
My shoes shipped this morning. How freaking awesome is that. LOL... not really just fast service.
Is it naptime yet? Please say yes... Ugh!

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So in thinking I realized I never explained how I got back into my house after my son locked me and Chicken Little out while he opened my Transporter(still peeved about that btw). I bribed him and told him I'd buy him a green one. Ha! It got me in the door right. As soon as I got in I looked at him and said like hell I will you can suffer your life without a green one. Harsh yes but being locked out of your house by a 5 year old for 10 mins in 100* heat NOT FUN!
Today I discovered we were paid a couple of days early. The regular pay. The 30 days my hubby turned in isnt in the bank yet. Not sure if I should worry until the 1st or not. *sigh* I hate finance with the army.
My new vacuum rocks. Love it! Sadly yes a vacuum makes me happy. ODD really. I bought some new shoes online too cuz I can. Bought Squirt a pair too. I am officially done spending on me for the moment.
Around 2 this afternoon all was quiet I put all the groceries away and all 3 kids were sound asleep for a nap. I couldnt believe it. I sat there thinking what the hell should I do now. I could have taken a nap. However, instead I decided to sit down and enjoy the silence. It was so nice. Then Stitch woke up and came in the kitchen while I was doing dishes and proclaimed " I love you so much mommy". I said I love you too honey. He said "Can I have a snack". I said ok. He said "Thanks I still love you." I wonder what he would have said if I said no... hmmm...
So, learned something funny involving my fave Nascar racer. Made me giggle ALOT. Ok with the Greg Biffle foundation they made a calendar every year of drivers and their pets. Well of course Jamie McMurray is in it with his dog Jake. Ok tell me how dumb you have to be to take a picture with your dog that has tags on with your phone number plain as day showing yes his real phone number on thousands of calendars???? Yea ok never said he was brilliant.

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Had some caffiene and went grocery shopping. I didnt even buy chocolate for me. ROCK ON! Anyway... so I bought a vacuum too. Needed a new one. It's got loads of power. Arrr arrr arrr!!! Since I'm in a better mood i'll leave you with this funny clip... yes its nascar related... DUH! No butts this time though...

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So... I went to take trash outside to the trash can and Stitch decided to lock the front door so Arek and I were locked out. GREAT! I tried to get him to open the door but he wouldnt. Instead he climbed up my puter desk and grabbed my Biffle Transporter and proceeded to run to my room. He opened it. It was mint in the box. Worth much money. I cried. Doesnt help that my dad said I picked a sport that boys love. Gee thanks dad you're alot of help. Grrr... This is besides the 4 cars he opened that were worth much money too. *sigh* Why why why? Not fair! In other news here... this is my favorite commercial with one of the drivers in it from Nascar. Everyone collectively sigh at the end! *sigh*

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is what I found all over my kitchen floor when I woke up from a nap. Seems chicken little decided to be a pain in the you know what. UGH! It never ends. Time to go mop for the second time today... *sigh*

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Ok so I feel better today. Still got a slight headache but I'm doing tons better after some sleep and the AC being back on. Although I shouldnt have left it on 60 all night long but anh thats ok. :)
So what was wrong with the AC? Yea the outside unit was dirty and caked in grass and dog hair. I feel rather DUMB! I think yesterday was just a Here's your sign day. Yea that sounds good to me.

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When its about 100 degrees in your house and because of lack of AC and you get it fixed do not I repeat do not cool off too fast and act like nothing was wrong with heat earler or that you didnt drink enough water(shutup ken)because you will feel like complete shit and want to crawl in a hole and stay there for about 5 years....
Yes I apparently am showing my blondeness yet again... *sigh*

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I think it's about time I had a nice glass of wine. Why? Because I deserve it thats why. :)
So the AC didnt get fixed today. So yes I am still incredibly pissy. And tired to boot. Which is fine. Just another day in the life of me.
Tis my sistes bday tomorrow. Stitch called her today to wish her a happy bday. She emailed me to tell me that it made her whole week. She's feeling rather old. She's turning 31. GIVE ME A BREAK! Sorry I feel no sympathy for her. I'm 29 but I guess age just doesnt get to me like that. I figure another birthday in my life is a damn good thing so why complain?
How long till winter? Seriously I am tired of this heat. It's been hot as hell since like March. What the heck is up with that? I've had enough. I like winter better anyway. Plue I can still wear my flip flips in winter. ROCK ON!
So my hubs is turning in 30 days or already has for leave. He said I can do what I want with it which half is going to my parents because I owe them so much money. Some is going for a new couch. Heres my delimma. He wants me to spend some on me. Which is hard for me to do with major things. Small things I do here and there. However, since I've been losing weight I need new clothes and this would be a really good time to get some winter clothes. So... should I spend a couple hundred on me? Yes no? Why?

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So yea no AC still... couldnt sleep last night was miserable... yea pretty much how today will probably go too. UGH! To top it off theres a dead bird on my back porch that I have to move before I let the dog out and I dont wanna touch it. I want my hubby home... I'm a mess today... blah...

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So it appears that my air conditioning went out AGAIN! WTF? I am so freaking hot its not even funny. It's 92* in the house and believe it or not it's hotter outside. UGH! Heat makes for a very very pissy Bratmom!

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Yup thats how I feel today. Rugrats wouldnt go to sleep until around 11 last night and decided to get up at 5 this morning. Oh well at least I got the trash out and got a shower this morning. Thats more than I do most mornings. My daddy is coming over in a bit to put a battery in my van. Apparently the one that he bought a few months ago when the other one died was bad. Whatever. So, hes going to put the battery in then take it to get fixed. When my sister was in possession of it it got a booboo on the side and so it needs fixed. Hehe... Love my van! How is it that when kids have so little sleep they can still be in such a good mood? I dont get it. ARGH!

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So I was talking to my mom about blogging. She doesnt seem to understand the need for it. Ok so it's not a need it's just something I like to do. Anyway... so she said I should talk about my almost arrest from last year. Now those of you who know me are probably going DO WHAT? Yea funny story. So hubby just called to say he was on his way home. I was thrilled. We were in Texas at the time. So the doorbell rings. Outside is a police car. I open the door and this overly tall guy in boots and a cowboy hat(yea ya know Texas and all) says are you Christina Jadwisiak. I say yes sir and feel my blood pressure go up. He says we have a warrant for your arrest. My jaw drops and I say do what. So yea when I was pregnant with Squirt I apparently wrote a bad check. Knew nothing about it. Bad checks are bad in Texas an arrest warrant is made automatically I found out. Although Squirt was over a year old but thats besides the point. So they tell me if I pay so much money I wont go to jail and I can meet with a judge to pay the warrant fees the next day. So I let them in and Stitch has a field day. I call hubby and tell him and he freaks but goes and hits the ATM. I'm not dressed for leaving so I look at the officers and say uh can I go change. They say yes and I look at them and go I swear I wont run. They chuckled and I went and changed and by that time hubby was home and he was in his bdu's and they shook his hand and explained to him what was going on. Well apparently they could tell I was scared so they said listen you obviously arent going to try and run we wont put the cuffs on you just get in the back of the car. I said ok and got in the car. BAD FEELING! I was in shock. I felt like I was on Cops and cameras were going to come out of no where. So we start driving hubby has to follow with the rugrats. They hand me a pair of cuffs and say when we get there put them on. I say uh ok. They were really nice and asked if I was ok. I said ya know I dont think these police cars were made for fat people because this tight. Yes I actually said that to 2 cops. They laughed and said at least I had a good attitude. I told them I didnt want to be made someones bitch in jail I liked my husband entirely too much. They were rolling they couldnt believe I was talking like that. Truth be told I was doing it so I wouldnt cry. I tend to be a dumbass when I try not to cry. Anyway... so I start looking at the cuffs. They're not like the ones I've seen on tv. So I said are these police issue cuffs. The one in the cowboy hat said yes ma'am. I said odd. He said why. They exchanged a look which I knew was like what is she going to say now. So I said theres rubber around it I've never seen cuffs like this on Cops or Swat or anything like that are you sure this is police issue. They were rolling. They couldnt talk because they were laughing so hard. So anyway... I put the cuffs on and they walk me into the court house and then they wait for my name to be called and the cowboy cop says can I take these back now. I say sure although I was kinda getting used to them. He started laughing and he said thank you for understanding we had to do this and for making it humorous. I thanked him for being so kind and understanding I was scared. He went and talked with his partner and a few other cops that were standing along the wall and I paid the fee and got my appt for the next day with the judge and heard the cops laughing. Apparently they were sharing what I said on the ride over. So yea thats the story of my almost arrest... no miranda rights, no fingerprints, just made 2 cops laugh hysterically... Cant beat that right?

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UGH! Thats what Stitch decided to pour all over my livingroom carpet while I was folding clothes. WHY WHY WHY?

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Thats what my brain is lately. *sigh* Rugrats driving me nuts this weekend. At least today I can get some things done without worrying about them being boogers. Only because they can watch Cartoons today. Yesterday it was race day so mommy took over the tv. (Yea I know bad mommy) Eye Candy's party rocked on till about midnight. It was funny I went to bed and they were in thier backyard which is right by my window. Anyway... When I turned off the light he said parties over. LOL and soon everyone left. I thought that was cool. He had whiney girls there though. I dont remember ever being that whiney. Oh well... So my ankle is pretty much ok. I stopped wearing the brace because well it hurt worse in the brace then it does without it. My knee on the other hand feels like crap. UGH! Doesnt help that the kids keep climbing on it either. Hmm... So I'm off to clean and do laundry... fun stuff...

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Amazing how that happens really... anyway so I was thinking about my blogging about my rugrats. I talk about them constantly because well they are my world. So I think I'll give them nicknames so I'm not always saying oldest, middle, and youngest. That seems so vague. I hate vague. So oldest will be Stitch(yes like Lilo and Stitch)... he reminds me entirely too much of that creature. Middle son will be Chicken Little because he reminds me alot of him and I'm pretty sure one day he will infact inform me that the sky is falling to which I will actually look and check. Yes I'm a dork. Youngest I'll refer to as Squirt because believe me he is one. He's such a lover though. At the present moment he is carting around 2 backpacks through the livingroom. I just asked him what he's doing(keep in mind hes 22 months). He pointed to a picture of hubby and went to the front door. Apparently he wants to see Daddy. Now ironically I would really like to see him too considering he's been gone for 5 months now. *sigh* I'm amazed at what kids pick up on. Anyway... so yea theres my idea of nicknaming the rugrats. Rock on!

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Yup thats what I felt like this morning. Oh my lord I wasnt ready to get up. Around 5 am I woke up to being incredibly hot and hearing the tv in the livingroom. I walk in and low and behold oldest is sitting there watching cartoons with a whole bag of cookies in his lap overturned. The dog was running all over and just looking at the mess made my head hurt. So... I did what anyone would do... let the dog eat the cookies and I took oldest back to bed... LOL. However, I couldnt get back to sleep. Oh and he somehow turned the heater on. ARGH! Just my luck! I sure hope today gets better. Heres to hoping...

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I dont know where he's from but he's totally cool. He came over and introduced himself to me. Shook my hand and everything. I was like WHOA! He's in the army. He invited me to his house party tomorrow. I told him thats ok I'll pass. He asked if it was ok because him and his buddies would be drinking. I said yea thats cool thanks for the heads up. Then I told him about Oldest. He said and I quote "Thats super chill I'm really easy going." Dude he said super chill. He's a cutie too. Only about 21 though. LOL! At least I have eye candy right?

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Rugrats decided to get me up at 6 am today. UGH! I wanna go back to bed and sleep all day long. Not that I'll get to anytime soon but it sure is a nice thought. *sigh* At least I got Cup Practice today! :) Hehe!

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I told her about my feelings about Oldest being in a special ed class. It's not that I dont think he belongs there it's the fact that I feel this inane feeling to protect him. I dont want him to get picked on what so ever. I guess it comes from remembering how the kids were to the "different" kids when I was in school. I was picked on for my weight alot. Its just hard to think about it. However, I know this is the best thing for him right now and thats whats most important! Now getting hubby to understand that is a different thing. He's not here so he doesnt understand alot of whats going on here. Therefore, he gets upset really easily. *sigh* I guess it's just touch and go for awhile. We'll see what happens.

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That car is one of the reasons why I love Nascar. A friend of mine told me to watch a race. She's a HUGE Jr fan. I said yea ok and get bored out of my mind. Apparently that didnt happen. I was watching a pre-race show and saw Jamie McMurray on it. He was this goofy guy and had one heck of a smile so I was like ok I'll like him. I know odd way to pick a favorite driver right? Well, I didnt know much about him but I'd watch the races and root for him. In the meantime we were dealing with trying to figure out what was going on with my oldest. Nascar became a sort of stress relief for me. Soon we found out that he had PDD which is an autism spectrum disorder which on one hand I was so thankful to find out what was going on with him but on the other my husband just left for Korea and I was basically going at this alone. Imagine my surprise when I find out that Jamie McMurray has a foundation for Autism Research and Awareness and drove in a race with that car above. That sort of clinched my love of racing. My parents have no clue why I like racing because they're diehard football fans. My husband is a diehard baseball fan... so it's a little odd I chose racing. Whatever works right?

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Nuff said!

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Do you get a 5 year old to stop biting his brother??? UGH! This is a major deal lately. I have tried and tried and tried. His therapist says its because of the PDD but good grief. UGH!

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So I did a pretty good number to myself slipping on the pretzel. My ankle is swollen... DUH knew that! My knee isnt swollen but it hurts alot. Nothing can touch it. I can walk on it but if something touched it it hurts really bad and brings tears to my eyes. So Dr thinks its either really really bruised(without showing a bruise kinda odd) or I tore some ligaments or possibly my pcl. So... I have to wait out and see if it doesnt get any better in a couple week. If not then I have to have a bunch of tests run on it. Oh and I strained the mucles in my arms when I fell too. LOVELY! I sure did a number to myself thats for sure.

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I figure since I started this new blog I'd write a post about me. Honestly I am me. What you see is what you get. I'm a little dorky and kinda dumb sometimes. It suits me though. I'm a sahm of 3 little boys. They are my life. They are the biggest goobers but they're my goobers darnit. My oldest is 5 and he has PDD. We are just getting everything in order for him with school so I'm dealing with alot of different feelings towards what is going on with him. Not him himself but everything with school and medically which I tend to talk about alot. My middle son is 4 and he is such a dork. He's alot like me but acts like my sister which annoys me to no end. Thats ok though because her daughter acts just like me so it works. My youngest is 2 and just a sweetheart unless he decides to fingerpaint(we wont get into that it's not the good kind). I am currently in OK while my husband is stationed in Korea. It's been extremely hard with him there and me having to deal with everything here without him. Oh I forgot to mention my youngest isnt talking and is getting speech lessons from the state which they're trying to teach him sign language so he can communicate. So, needless to say my plate is rather full. In addition to all that yesterday I sprained my ankle and messed up my knee slipping on a pretzel... yes a freaking pretzel. I'm accident prone can you tell? So thats basically my intro... happy reading... whatever it is I decide to talk about...

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Haha ok not really... I just got engrossed in it. I did some tweaks but I'd like to know how to put pics over on the nav bar... anyone anyone???

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