Moms are tough too...

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So Stitch sleeps in my room with me because I dont trust him not in there.  Last night I guess he decided to get up and he ended up leaving the house.  A cop came and brought him home at 330 this morning.  The house was wide open.  I was scared shitless.  It was 40 degrees outside and theres Stitch outside in a pj top and diaper.  Oh and he had Moe with him on a leash.  WTF?  Thank god the cop saw him.  Apparently it's normal with Autistic kids.  However, I am so anal about the locks in the house to the point of OCD so I know that everything was locked when I went to bed.  So I have no clue how he got out.  UGH!  So today was spent putting more locked on the front door and making sure all the windows were secure.  *sigh*

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The lockdown is over! ROCK ON!  My baby called me!  THANK GOD!

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I am so incredibly behind on reading blogs.  Forgive me.  Things are still just a little crazy here.  UGH! Just when I think I'm going to get a break... I get sick.  Then things happen that are beyond my control and I'm forced to back track and try and get more done.  *sigh*  I swear you'd think the last 7 months have been about 7 years with all I've been going through.  Grrrr...

Moe got his second set of shots on Weds.  He now has worms.  He was de-wormed on Weds too.  WTF?  Seriously...

I need a break.  UGH!

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I'm so amazed that Squirt is 2 today.  He's such a sweetheart and so funny.  I love that kid I swear!  Happy Birthday Honey!

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This suits me today...

 

Title: Five For Fighting - Superman lyrics



I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

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I'm sick and want to sleep... my mommy went and got me stuffs to make me feel better... I love my mommy!

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My baby is 4 years old today!  Where has the time gone!

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Squirt is sick now... its a never ending vicious cycle... Thank god for coffee!!!

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Stitch flushed my cell phone...

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Artist: Rascal Flatts
Song: Stand
Album: Me & My Gang

 

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless, like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright

Chorus:
'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe you hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Life's like a novel with end ripped out
The edge of a canyon with only one way down
Take what your given before it's gone
And start holdin' on, keep holdin' on

(Repeat chorus)

Every time you get up and get back in the race
One more small piece of you starts to fall into place - yeah

(Repeat chorus)

Yeah then you stand - yeah
Yeah, baby
Woo hoo, Woo hoo, Woo hoo
Then you stand - yeah, yeah

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Was in the ER with Chris all night... he has phneuomonia

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So, he got his first dog tag today.  It has Moe on it.  So yep he's staying Moe.  He's such a sweetheart.  Chicken Little and Moe run in the yard all the time having such fun.  It's awesome to see.  Especially with what Chicken Little went through and to know he's not scared is a wonderful thing.  :)

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So tonight I've been talking to my friend online.  Rarely do I get a chance to talk to my friends and not be rushed or be doing something else.  However, tonight she had her brothers over and we played a drinking game.  F*ck the dealer.  Yea I wasnt drinking they were but it was so much fun.  I kept winning... Whoops!  Anyway... it was so cool.  Must do that again... :)

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So we've been calling him Moe since this morning... He now comes to it without a problem... didnt happen with the other names we went through.  He's got sit down pat and shake.  ROCK ON!  Still potty training but he's getting better at it.  :)

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It's Moe.  Arek and Chris named him.  It fits and he answers to it too.  ROCK ON!

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Ok so yea... Theres 3 guys living next door now.  Eye Candy 1 is a cocky dude.  Guess he got comfy.  WHATEVER.  Anyway... so then theres Eye Candy #2.  He's freaking cool.  Anytime he sees me he talks to me and he likes Moe(puppy) much better then Buddy.  I think Buddy scared him.  Anyway... we were talking today and he owns a clothing line but is still in the Army.  How freaking cool is that?  He's really nice too and asked about the kids and hubs.  Anyway... I have renewed faith that all Eye Candy arent cocky and pains in the asses.  :) 

 

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Yea not going so hot today.  Grrr... Yesterday he rocked at it.  Today I guess he's having an off day and my poor carpet is suffering.  Tis ok he's a puppy.  :)  It's just frustrating.  Although then ya look at his cute little face and go awwwww. 

I need a nap... I think thats on my list to do next.  Yep I think so...

 

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This is a song about Autism thats done by Five for Fighting... it's awesome.

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Those living under a rock somewhere lately... if you dont know who Marion Jones is, she is an Olympic athlete caught doping and lying to officials.  Ok so I have been reading up about it because it intriques me that athletes feel the need to do this.  Dont get me started on Barry Bonds.  UGH!  Anyway... I read an article today about Jones saying that she is giving back the medals that she won at the 2000 Olympics because she was doping then.  Ok thats really nice of her but now what?  Do the medals go to the next person in line?  Do they get recognized for being an amazing athlete without the help of steroids?  I sure as hell hope so.  I mean they deserve it. 

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I swear this poor dog isnt going to know who he is pretty soon.  I wanted it Creamer to begin with.  Hubs wanted it Buckeye until he saw it then he wanted Creamer because it fit.  Well my mom bought him a camo collar so his official name is Sgt Creamer.  LOL... goofy yes but it fits him.  He's freaking awesome except for the whining.  But that stops after a few minutes. 

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Or Bucky for short...

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I talked to my mom this morning.  I asked if she was mad at me and she said if she was she would have told me.  I said well you didnt say anything.  All is well now.  She said not to listen to my sister.  I really didnt she just said what she knew would hurt me and that ticked me off.  UGH! My sister tried to call me but I wouldnt answer the phone.  I dont feel like talking to her right now.  All I want to do is go off on her and its best for both of us that I just dont answer the phone when she calls.  Make sense?  Yep I think so too. 

So Chicken Little is a trooper.  I asked him about Buddy and the bite.  He said "mommy he had a bad day".  I swear I wish I had his attitude to forgive so quickly.  His face looks pretty rough but he's hanging in there. 

Stitch is having some issues with Buddy being gone now.  He thinks that because Buddy isnt coming home then Daddy isnt coming home either.  I'm not sure how to deal with it other then to reassure him that Daddy will be home soon.  :(   Kids are so much smarter than we give them credit for....

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So I havent been blogging as much as I have in the past... probably because my thoughts are all over the place lately.  Or because the kids are keeping me incredibly busy.  One or the other... ok probably a mix of both.  I had to take Chicken Little to the ER today.  No appts were available so they sent us to the ER.  His poor cheek is infected.(I didnt blog about what happened... our dog bit him in the face)  So, they got us right in and we got his new antibiotic.  My sister took us and dropped us off.  She literally tore me a new one telling me that she's had enough of our crisis'.  HELLO does she really think I plan all this shit?  I mean seriously.  Then she informed me that the reason CPS was called was because I'm a horrible mother and I should never have had kids in the first place.  I kept my mouth shut because I knew if I said anything I'd end up hitting her.  I told my mom about it and she didnt even say a word, I think that pissed me off more.  I'm like come on it would be nice to hear no you're not a terrible mom or dont listen to her but no my mom said nothing... *sigh* 

So that was my day.  Poor Chicken Little is hanging in there.  He's such a trooper.  I cant believe how brave he is.  He's such an awesome kid.  :)

Stitch is loving school.  He has so much fun.  They are having problems with him falling asleep though.  He gets so worn out that he crashes before it's nap time.  LOL!  Poor kid.  Hopefully he'll get used to it. 

Squirt is well Squirt.  I transitioned him to the toddler bed and usually find him sound asleep at the door.  What a cutie though.  He has a cold right now. 

I'm hanging in there.  I'm so tired.  This week has been pure hell.  Buddy, the dog was put to sleep on Wendsday(sp?).   That was hard to do.  I miss having a dog.  It was like my safety at night.  *sigh*  I just wish I could have one week where everything goes right and I dont have to worry about anyone or anything... is that too much to ask for?

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FERGIE

"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

This is so fitting right now... *sigh*

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